Rise leo is my top kin. Summary below.
I replied with this to my ex-girlfriend I think it explains a lot. Tw:Swerslide, Gay heartache.
“You may have seen me as just a person you loved but kai you mean the whole universe to me. I have to push you away. I don’t want to let you down again like I have done to everyone else. I love you kai but you don’t want that anymore so my walls have to come up. I have to let my own facade of having a big ego pretend like I don’t care about others. Something happened and I almost killed myself. I don’t want you to have to deal with that”.
Anyway memes to wash the pain away
